Signs of love while playing with fire

If I had only one adjective to describe you, it would be “different”. Different. That was my word when I talked about you. Somehow different. I’m not even sure if you...

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Our love was beyond good and evil

Out of order: How I lost the key to my heart I love scrolling through my saved Spotify playlists, always looking for a new song that touches me deep inside. The...

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I follow my ex’s new lover on internet

It’s 7:40 a.m. on a typical weekday. I drive my car to the Escort Agency, listen to my favorite song playlist on Spotify, and sing along sometimes out loud and sometimes...

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Day X – betrayed by my first love

We met online. It was the time when the Internet was discovered. ICQ, Knuddels and MySpace. We were chatty friends, talked on the phone from time to time, and at some...

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About pressure and hope in relationships

It’s true; I don’t necessarily have a knack for which men I’ve allowed into my life—and, quite often, into my heart in the past. In the last six years, working as...

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About overthinking, daydreaming and grief

Overthinking – the art of creating problems that don’t exist 3 Days of radio silence. Whole three days. The last of my messages to you also ended with a question mark....

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